Starmarybeth's Journals

Headaches Suck ass!!!!

So...I had to miss my BF's concert tonight. Stupid headache. I feel like i was hit by a large truck.

Anyway...his band, Out Last Day is having a lot of haloween concerts. One friday the 31st and 2 the 1st.
They are in Chilicothe and Columbus.
I'd looove for people to come. If you want any more info message me or my #1 friend kyle.

Hope you have a great day!
Miss you all!!
XOXO
MaryBeth

The Fates Approve!!

SO...

Not a lot going on. I'm laying in bed aat 3am bored. lol. So i figured i'd up date you.
The count down is still goin on. Now it's 17 days till moving day. I stil don't have a job and I don't have a bed. I'm fucked!! lol.
I went to Riverside Manor to pick up my pay check and things went better than i thought. No one else understood why I was fired and thought that it was riduclus. So that made me feel even better. I look at it as my real push to go to columbus. Like the fates give this their approval.
I'm going to my first concert on saturday. It's kyle's band at the scarlet and grey cafe. I'm super excited. he wants me to be at the front of the stage like moshing but i'd rather be catching it on film. lol. He's so sweet and perfect. I hope it's not too good to be true...but don't tell him that. I know that he'll not read this. lol.
I really want to do something different with my hair i just don't know yet what.
I'm soooooo addicted to Forever the sickest kids. it's sad. lol.

So i have new sites. I have a new myspace, vampire freaks, buzznet, stickam, darkyira, and facebook. Idk if that's enough. lol. jkjk. Let me know if you want the addresses of them. I'll make sure to post them.

With all the best wishes.
XOXO MaryBeth

Oh and here's my Vlog that won't post. lol.

My Day off YES!!!

So today is my day off and i decided to blog.

Not a lot going on. I just gave mindy my $100 for the apartment down payment. Super excited about it. Now I just need to find a bed. lol.

Here is a pic of the pool...

and the courtyard...

I love it. And that may just be because I'll be living with my bff. lol.

OHOH Kyle's band just got their first gig. It's at the scarlet and grey cafe in Columbus, OH.
His band is called Our Last Day and it's hardcore even though he says it metal...it's not. lol.

I'm going to get my web cam today. I can't wait.

AND I just ordered a DAT Headband

Mine's going to be pink, black, and sliver. That'll be super hott!!!

I'll prob post another Vlog today..keep your eyes out!!

What color(s) do you think i should dye my hair?

It's Been Toooo Long...

So... Since I've been working 6 days a week, I haven't had a lot of time to upload anything or post a journal post. I love doing it but hate that i don't have the time. So let me update everyone. I miss my baby so much and the countdown for me to move down near him is in effect. I'll probably post on my page. We both are going through withdraw of each other. I think that the only thing keeping me sane is texting and his sweatshirt. My mom's best friend was in a car wreck on Monday. It was a really really bad one. Her car is totaled and they had to cut her out of it. The good news is it didn't roll down the embankment she slid down and she had just bruises. I'm told from head to toe but I'm not going to check. I'm getting a new phone soon. Mine is getting worse and i'm already paying $40 so it's not going to be a big change. I'm going to go with verizon so if you want my new cell to text me, let me know. I'll have unlimited. I also created a new group. It's called IM Addicts. I figured since we all like to talk to each other and are on a lot, why not connect that way too. If you just want mine just comment to this with what IM program you have and I'll note you back with my name. The only one I don't have is jabber. lol. How sad it that. I also have a new e-mail it's xthexstarxmarybethx@google.com. I'm going to add links to all my sites MySpace, Facebook, StickAM, and Twitter. So feel free to add me. How has your summer been?

All my sites...Oi!

So... I decided that I need to have a list of all my sites. Like what if I go on vacay and forget all the ones I have. Plus... easier for people to add me. lol. I may post it on my myspace too. Idk. BEBO= http://www.bebo.com/MaryBethW73 MYSPACE= http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=103001900 FACEBOOK= http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1431900063 CELEBUZZ= http://punkgirlrox.celebuzz.com/user/ IMEEM= http://www.imeem.com/people/8EUi-Xu TWITTER= http://twitter.com/marybethera STICKAM= http://www.stickam.com/thestarmarybeth I just realized how sad that is. lol. I miss my baby soo much. I don't know how Hannabeth does it with Trace being away all the time. She has to talk to him all the time. I talk to Kyle almost all the time and I sometimes get so sad I almost cry. I have before but don't tell him that. I can't wait till I move back to Columbus in the fall. I may move in with him depending on the situation. I know that we've only been together for 4 months but we are soo close and it feels so right. I know that we are going to last a long time. I also can't wait till we take pics together. I'm going to post them on here like asap. Who is your service provider? Anyone have a blackberry?

Movies...Movies...Movies

So I just got back from watching 'Kung Fu Panda." It was pretty good. If you don't know a lot about it IMBD.com says... "It's the story about a lazy, irreverent slacker panda, named Po, who is the biggest fan of Kung Fu around...which doesn't exactly come in handy while working every day in his family's noodle shop. Unexpectedly chosen to fulfill an ancient prophecy, Po's dreams become reality when he joins the world of Kung Fu and studies alongside his idols, the legendary Furious Five -- Tigress, Crane, Mantis, Viper and Monkey -- under the leadership of their guru, Master Shifu. But before they know it, the vengeful and treacherous snow leopard Tai Lung is headed their way, and it's up to Po to defend everyone from the oncoming threat. Can he turn his dreams of becoming a Kung Fu master into reality? Po puts his heart - and his girth - into the task, and the unlikely hero ultimately finds that his greatest weaknesses turn out to be his greatest strengths." If you go to see it you have to keep in mind that it is a kids movie. You will laugh but it has it's lame parts. And then last week I saw 'You don't know Zohan.' It was soooooo super, uber good. Everyone should see it Now beware there are a lot of naked butts so beware. Nothing to gross. There is a lot of sexual based comvos so if that's not your cup of tea either...you might want to miss it. But it's going to be pee your pants funny for everyone.

POLL!

I'd really appricate it if you went to my polls and answered it. Muchos Gracias! What color does a smirf turn when you choke it?

If it's too good to be true, is that a bad thing?

So, Kyle just asked me out. I was soo happy. I know that we've always known each other only for a month but I can't help it. I am so happy around him. I can't stop smiling around him. I can't wait till I move back to Columbus. Then I can be over there, he can be over here. I make him so happy and he makes happy. There is only one downfall...He's shorter than me and weighs less. It doesn't really bother me, I just want to know what other people think. Idk what people think. He makes me happy and vice versa. I hope that we are together a very very long time! Does it matter if the girl is taller than the guy?

Is It All Make-Believe?

I'm having sooo much trouble right now.

For one, I HATE ANYONE WITH A PENIS!! They cause so much trouble. One second they want you the next they don't even want to reply to your IMs. How annoying. Then one falls for you and vice versa.You date and fall in love and then he get under stress and won't tell you about it and he ends things but says that he still loves you. If he loves you...wouldn't he want to get back together?

Second, I'm in soo much constant pain. I take my meds, eat sorta right, have noooo sleeping patern but do get enough sleep but I just can't seam to kick the pain. I'm in nursing school and I'm having to miss classes, It majorly sucks ass. Do I stay in or do I go to something like paralegal or office admistration?

I just wish I had a crystal ball and could see what to do. and that everything will turn out ok in the end. Or at least I hope it will all turn out ok in the end.

The question that I keep comming back to is, Does everything, in the end, work out ok? Or are we just optimistics that are doomed?